Monday, January 14, 2008
#188
to ms gong li
lolx i used this name cause i believe only you will know who im referring to
im sorry for all the times i've been so insensitive and disappointed you so many many many times. but i hope you believe me that i didn mean to. remember the incident that you needed to do some communication work between me and xiaojia. haha im not sure if you remember what caused it but well..haha this kind of things happens to me alot cause sometimes im really not sensitive enough even though i've been trying. and sometimes i get too carried away with my own emotions sometimes icant seem to see these things. or may be because my eyes are always closed when i laugh i cant see these things. haha like u always say. and i laugh half the time.
but i really didn mean it. only reading it from you that i found out how many times i didn mean to hurt but i did it or even pissed you off. reading it from your point of view makes me think that im disgusting too. and i realised how childish i was. haha.
for the novena thing..i cant remember anymore. but i remember i was late and you covered it up for me. i think i was pissed about the efilling thing cause no one haha was free enough to be in-charge of it. and so i volunteered and when i asked the bod for someone to accompany no one wanted to do it cause they all were busy with their school work. you know when it's like even though i dont study alot but i was still pissed that they are like jus throwing the job to me. haha. im sorry abt that. 'the rest really sux'. i agree. haha.
and about Mr tong's incident im not sure if i managed to explain to it to u. but it wasn cause you couldnt help. no one could help cause it was my fault. and she happened to be there because she was involved in it together with me. and knowing her she called mr someone along that's why you saw the three of us there that day. im sorry i made you so pissed.
sometimes my mum is just getting on my nerves. she was dying to bring this boyfriend topic into the conversation with my relatives she told them i went on a diet for my boyfriend. and that day she was just asking me why dont gain as much weight as before anymore eating fatty meat and chocs so much. i know her memory is bad but shes driving me nuts.
i cant even imagine how far this stupid story will spread. and great cny is coming.
this is the second time. i thought that chongming's incident was enough.
to ms gong li
lolx i used this name cause i believe only you will know who im referring to
im sorry for all the times i've been so insensitive and disappointed you so many many many times. but i hope you believe me that i didn mean to. remember the incident that you needed to do some communication work between me and xiaojia. haha im not sure if you remember what caused it but well..haha this kind of things happens to me alot cause sometimes im really not sensitive enough even though i've been trying. and sometimes i get too carried away with my own emotions sometimes icant seem to see these things. or may be because my eyes are always closed when i laugh i cant see these things. haha like u always say. and i laugh half the time.
but i really didn mean it. only reading it from you that i found out how many times i didn mean to hurt but i did it or even pissed you off. reading it from your point of view makes me think that im disgusting too. and i realised how childish i was. haha.
for the novena thing..i cant remember anymore. but i remember i was late and you covered it up for me. i think i was pissed about the efilling thing cause no one haha was free enough to be in-charge of it. and so i volunteered and when i asked the bod for someone to accompany no one wanted to do it cause they all were busy with their school work. you know when it's like even though i dont study alot but i was still pissed that they are like jus throwing the job to me. haha. im sorry abt that. 'the rest really sux'. i agree. haha.
and about Mr tong's incident im not sure if i managed to explain to it to u. but it wasn cause you couldnt help. no one could help cause it was my fault. and she happened to be there because she was involved in it together with me. and knowing her she called mr someone along that's why you saw the three of us there that day. im sorry i made you so pissed.
sometimes my mum is just getting on my nerves. she was dying to bring this boyfriend topic into the conversation with my relatives she told them i went on a diet for my boyfriend. and that day she was just asking me why dont gain as much weight as before anymore eating fatty meat and chocs so much. i know her memory is bad but shes driving me nuts.
i cant even imagine how far this stupid story will spread. and great cny is coming.
this is the second time. i thought that chongming's incident was enough.
what we could have been, 6:21 PM.
